My husband and I have been having conversations about change, about rising up to the challenge of letting go of some pretty ingrained behaviors. One thing that we’ve come to learn in this process is that letting go of subtle attachments is not easy. It’s not easy because it’s not easy to identify subtle attachments until they’ve raised their ugly heads.
Testy responses, emotionally-charged reactions, tones of voice, eye-rolling, listening but not hearing…
Those behaviors have to go. My purpose on earth is to become fully and wholly ME — not the human form that is known as Jill; not the mind that thinks it knows a lot; not the emotional center that wants to always have its way — but ME (the I Am), fully present, in touch with my divine nature. The body, mind and heart will always be incomplete and “in progress”. The I Am is perfect NOW, and to discover the I Am doesn’t involve going to the mountain top and focusing on my belly button, or sitting in Lotus position Om-ing til the cows come home.
I Am — a Human BEING. No, I am not just human — that is merely my form. What animates that form is BEING charged by spirit.
I love living life in the moment, with clarity and purpose, with conviction and compassion, expressing truth through an incomplete mind, love through an incomplete emotional realm and life through an incomplete body, offering forgiveness to myself and others and always, always, always knowing that gratitude needs to be for ALL things. There is no picking and choosing. Am I always 100% in this precious space?
Lots of laughs and eye rolling for sure. It sure is rewarding being aware of subtle shifts creating HUGE changes. High five to the husband and me for making it a dance.