Opening to the Light

During the past several months, I’ve been under the tutelage of a Reiki Master Teacher (and good friend, Kathy Rink) training to become a Reiki Master Teacher myself.

Our last formal class was yesterday. I receive my Reiki Master Teacher attunement in late September.

Some of the most incredulous realizations, images, dreams and experiences have occurred during this training.

I became more grounded through the Root chakra. I opened up to knowing that shame cannot exist in the same place as the sacred – check out the article I wrote for a new project created by Theresa Reed and Debra Smouse. http://www.midlifemidwifeproject.com/2014/08/10/re-awakening-sacred/.

Personal power redefined itself for me with the Solar Plexus chakra; closed areas of my heart were gently accessed and given permission to blossom without fear. I recognized and acknowledged that I do voice my truth with integrity into the world through my Throat chakra.

During the time given to explore my Brow chakra (Third Eye), I remembered a time when I was a small child, terrified of the dark. My mom would come in and kiss me goodnight and the door would close into total darkness…except for a small slit under the door…the light emanating from the living room gave me solace. There were a few times, I’m unable to pinpoint how old I was — perhaps 6, 7 or 8 years of age — when I would focus on this little slit of light and all of a sudden it would burst into a huge flash of light. The door would become quite small (think Alice in Wonderland) and I would feel safe and secure in this light. Then the light would fade, the door would come back to its normal size but I would have a sensing that I needn’t be afraid of the dark. This was probably the first experience I had of opening to the Light.

The Crown chakra is like a lotus blossom unfurling its petals, receiving and connecting with the Divine. I was 30 years old when I began…or was invited to begin…a journey of spiritual awakening.

I’m 63 now. The journey continues, however, I’ve known for quite a few years that I am the source, not the seeker. The journey is within me and unfolds organically as I remain in place to give and receive the gifts of love, truth and life. I already know the answer to “will you still need me, will you still feed me, when I’m 64”.

My journey has led me to many people and many experiences. One of the most mind blowing, heart opening, body changing, spirit expressing experiences is my ong-going Nia practice. If you haven’t danced, moved, expressed spirit or invited change into your life, what are you waiting for?

My Reiki practice is open by appointment. My Nia practice continues with 3 super-charged classes a week — no appointment or experience necessary! Along with my 3 Nia classes is an additional opportunity to dance with Kathy Rink. Here’s our Nia schedule: Mondays & Saturdays and 9 a.m.; Wednesdays at 6 p.m., Thursdays with Kathy at 9 a.m. Every 2nd Wednesday of the month I have a “Night In After Nia” where we commune together after class for fun, frolic and food.

Life just doesn’t get much better.

Blessings and Miracles

So.  Life, as my husband and I knew it, changed on May 28, 2014.  My previous blog post spoke about it.  The Universe answers prayers (whatever you consider a prayer to be) in record time these days.  We lose someone close to us and a major player in our business and voila’, just the right person (or so we thought) comes to us with an offer we can’t refuse.  Perfect.  And so life is back on track and we begin to pick up the pieces.  Oh but wait…not so fast the Universe says…that was much to easy.  The Universe says to us “you talk a lot about staying in the place of the Most High, well, let’s see what happens with the rubber meets the road.”  Just as quickly as this perfect person decided to work for us, a different decision is made a couple of weeks later than perhaps it’s not so perfect after all.  Okay, Universe.  Throw me the ball.  I’m ready.

So in a nutshell (funny I should use that term since our company is The Nutman Co. USA, Inc.), the winds blew one direction one day and then tossed everything up in the air and blew them a different direction the next day.  The rubber met the road and it hit a speed bump.  Does a speed bump deter a well-trained winning race driver?  I think not.  

Clearly we MUST see these circumstances that come to us as blessings…blessings in the form of a road map and an internal GPS system.  If we stay in the driver’s seat and maneuver through life’s obstacle course with grace and gratitude, we will be shown the way to the winner’s circle.  Miracles manifest by trusting this internal guidance system.

A friend once wrote, “Our experience of miracles could include such things as life itself, our consciousness, the ability to reason, the experience of loving and so on. Then there are countless other miracles that relate to all the blessings that have come to us in our lives.  Hopefully, we each can see the miraculous way in which the personal affairs and emerging design of our lives have all unfolded.”

Yes, I certainly can.  Life has a design.  I don’t question it anymore.  I open myself to the constant movement of the Universe and find a plethora of gifts streaming forth.  If I were to think of all the things I’ve done and where I’ve been and what it took to be here in this moment…well, it would be truly mind-blowing.  But I Am Here Now.  And life’s adventure is unfolding at record speed.

My seatbelt and my helmet are on.  The engine is revving.  Bring on the obstacle course and the speed bumps.  It is a privilege to participate consciously in this delightfully crazy adventure.

Va-va-va-vroom!  Let the blessings and the miracles continue.